This morning I woke up in a bit of a panic......this always happens when I am at the beginning of a project. I panic because my lack of self confidence sometimes makes me question myself. Thankfully I have since calmed down and I know that the love I have for this idea will carry me through...and if it doesn't work or if it is not a success...it doesn't matter...I will have tried to give something to Yvonne, Briony and the other souls taken that night and they will appreciate my trying. And as a person who has a very strong sense of faith then I know God and His angels will help me with this project if I get a bit stuck!
I am a bit concerned that no one will answer my request for their memories etc but I will understand if no one will want to share those personal things with me. I am a stranger to them. All I can do is pray that they will trust that all I want to do is create something in Remembrance of all 270 souls because it feels important to me.
At some time during the next few weeks I am going to try to get to Lockerbie. I think I need to visit there so that I can have a deeper spiritual feeling of the place and the people. I would really like to see the beauty of Scotland as I have never been there.
Until tomorrow.............
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